How To Treat A Tear In The Clitoris Caused By A Rough Sex?

I'm too embarassed to go to a doctor in person, so I'm asking online.
This problem is about my clitoris.
Awhile ago, I was dating someone and was sexual with them (I was 19. I'm 20 now). He played with my clit, and was kind of rough (it was also kind of dry), but I still orgasmed, so I didn't think much of it.
I noticed that when I went to shower, my clit was sensitive and painful. There was a slight tear in the clitoris - in the little crease part. I didn't do anything else to it and let it heal.
I've now been sexual with someone else. He hasn't been rough, and I told him to keep things lubricated.
However, I somehow got that tear again. I let it heal for a few days and saw him again, and he played with my clitoris. I'm trying to let it heal now. The part that had the tear seems like it's healing, but it's slightly swollen now.
It's still painful to touch.
Will it ever completely heal? Is this something I need to worry about or just leave it alone?

*Just a note: The tear is on the left side. It is painful.
The right side of my clitoris is completely fine.