What Do You Suggest For Lupus,rheumatoid Arthritis And Insomnia When On Oxynorm?

Hi dr,im 49,woman with lupus,rheumatoid arthritis,insomnia ,anxiety due to being abused from ages 2-14yrs til mu basket ball coach sobering why I didn t show?long story short,coach and others from extensive team caught uncles in act !coach became best friend he was 20,married now 30yrs.nightmares still haunt me tho seen many phsycs. On avanza.normison,Valium JUST TOO SLEEP! diagnosed 10 yrs with Auto imm.diseases but put myself on back burner as caring for Dad. Dad was 82,suffers warfarin induced major bleed. Told after 4 months in Austin dads got 1-2 weeks. Heart failure. Place in palliative care we fought. Bought Nonno home GREAT QUALITY OF LIFE FOR 7 YRS!passé too God last yr. In interim my specialist tried EVERYTHING FOR ME,from every anti infams,biologics,methetrxate. List goes on. Nown on 240mgsm OXY NORM PER DAY as ONLY ONLY drug helps me move as EVERY JOINT BIG AND SMALL ECRUCIATING PAIN ONLY A DR CAN UNDERSTAND! oxy contin make stoned and drowsy so don t want those.oxy norm takes away pain and keeps me ultra alert! It s Tge exhaustion.them CFS I cannot cope with. Have tried too take my life due too this and stress government causes EVERY MONTH! Let them live in my body ONE DAY! I ve tried too stop oxynorm ended up in cardiac arrest. Only wish too stop as cannot cope with monthly goverment judgement I am in 10/10 pain without but ratter this than being labeled script junkie bybthose who JUST DON T GET IT. GOV THE WORSE! I ve tried all ways too stop tho other drs ask WHY STOP?ITS ONLY MED TAKES AWAY YOUR PAIN? God forbid a bout of gastro etc. Gov just dosnt care! We are NOT ALL THE SAME! I m 49,5 1, 50kgms. Daughters both been I ll in teen yrs. One Chprohns and polyarthralgic arthritis,pernicious anemia,akk high school yrs in RCH melb.now 27,a nutritionist helps me ALOT. Younger girl,at 16,ovarian tumor sizing 27cm x 17cm x10cm operated on by dr Grover at RCH.missed all yr 11,now a lawyer so as you can see my life s been filled with CARING for my loved ones with Georges help. Now I feel I ll cope with pain as I cannot live under gov control. Stigmatized as junkie when I never took panadol prior dis Odis 10yrs ago. Thought pain normal due too my non stop life of running from hosp to hosp for girls and Dad. I ve no regrets sleeping on chairs,floors 24/7. I had too be there. It s all caught up with me. I ve now heard of IBOGAINE (excuse if incorrect spelling). I ve heard ibogane given correctly destroys need for Narcotics within 8 hours under medical supervision? I truly cannot cope with heinous way I am treated. I am certainly not a dr but quite well educated. And too add salt too wound as I ALWAYS ask ARE OXY NORM ADDICTIVE? (as I was a pro at all heart,warfarin,crohns etc. All that ailed my family I read all literature I could pre inter net days). I was told and in trust I foolishly accepted words of dr and pharmacist are these addictive? answer OH NO DEAR. DONT BE SILLY YOU RE TAKING THEM FOR PAIN. EXCRUCIATING PAIN (I do have witnesses too attest to these words verbatim. Twice. I m not after compensation etc. I m not that way inclined. Just stating true facts). Now I need too know all I can about ibogane,if it works,what my options are? as I m at my wits end. Withdrawals have sent me into C/arrest. Ive tried a public hosp phsyc ward where I,just a humble mum,wife,daughter was thrust in with criminally insane and should anyone go there under cover the scandal of all shall surface. Another time as for now I need too find about ALL I CAN ABOUT IBOGAINE?? and yes,I ve been too countless pain management apps etc. I literally have tried every avenue. I turn 50 in July. I dish too travel too my home town,Cortona,Toscana,ITALIA for a few months as I ve NO NO relatives here except us 4 in my home. Are you able too HELP ME? how and what must I do too obtain IBOGAINE if it does what is says? I am desperate as I cannot live like this any more especially those who dare play God in canbera according too their daily moods month by month. I ll Glady live with lupus,Rheumo pain rather than this inegnation monthly and too travel freely for more than 3 weeks per time BEFORE MY BODY FAILS ME COMPLETELY AS YOU KNOW CONSEQUENCES OF WHAT AILS ME FAR BETRER THAN I DO. PLEASE HELP ME. MARIS