After Five Years Of My Sonbeing On Drugs Has Finally

After five years of my sonbeing on drugs has finally been clean for a year. I never gave up on him but husband and i are now broke and living with his daughter in another state. It tore the family apart. I want to move back and he doesnt because he says he will never speak to his son again. Stole everything he could from us. I am more forgiving and glad hes still alive. Now my husband says he doesnt believe in god or nothing. Is there anyway u think the family will ever get back to the way it was. I miss my other girls and grandkids. Is it wrong for me to go back home wooth out him. We love each other but cant take anymore drama and he says thats fine if i go. I am 65 hes 68