Am I At Risk Of Future Decreased Cognition? I Take

Am I at risk of future decreased cognition? I take 1.5 to 2 mg of Alprazolam recreationally about 2-3 times a month. I am almost 19 and am an academia. I sometimes drink a beer or two with them but try not too because I know of the trouble that combination causes in forming new memories. Thank you!
I weigh almost 200 pounds, and am male. I have been doing this on and off for a while, and I am too cautious to ever get dependent.