Are You Able To Get Adderall Online? Im Having Trouble

Are you able to get adderall online? Im having trouble getting it prescribed by my new doctor and used to be on it in the past. It seems it is the only thing that helps me focus and get through my day. I have a disabled daughter and i have so much to keep up with and i also have a two year old and it seems aftet i had her,my whole thought process and me remembering things is so bad now.