Good Afternoon, I Am Experiencing, What I Believe To Be,

Good afternoon, I am experiencing, what I believe to be, emotional blackouts. It has happened twice in less that two weeks. I have been online at WebMD and Mayo Clinic, and I have discovered I have much medical history, both my own and my parents, that may be causing these attacks. It has interferred with my family life and my own sanity a great deal. I know I should see a phychiatrist, but I am not working and do not have insurance. Any advice? Thank you.