Good Day. I Was Delayed For About 5 Days (October

Good day. I was delayed for about 5 days (October 3, 2015 due) when I found out I'm pregnant. I am already married with 3 kids and having this baby is unexpected because we have different plans for now. Recently we just bought house and lot through loan and this is our priority before I knew I was pregnant. I planned for induced miscarriage, taken almost 18000mg of Vitamin C and about 6000mg of dongquai for 2 days (October 9-10) before I finally realize to stop this craze. What I am afraid now is the possibility of having birth defect to my child. Will it have a possible defect? What else can I do so that I can still have a healthy baby at birth? What more should I intake? What vitamins and milk? Please help me on how to take care of my baby after my bullshit act. I am afraid to tell it to anybody because this is only my plan and no one knew about this except for myself. Please help me. I will be looking forward for your immediate reply. Another favor, please keep my identity anonymous. Thanks.