Had A Baby 6 Months Old. After That I Didnt

Had a baby 6 months old. After that i didnt feel like myself. Doctors say i am suffering from postpartum depression/psychosis. Been to too many doctors, was on around seven antidepressants and antipsychotics, valium, Amitriptyline, flouxitine, risperdone, quetiapine, epilim Chrono 200 mg and stimuloton. Because they thought I was going mad. I was even admitted 2 weeks on the mental ward. Disturbed sleep cycle can't sleep in the day and a few hours at nights- insomnia, always feel stressed, and irritable for apparent reason, worried about my health, always angry, always have a headache, exhausted, have difficulty concentrating, focusing and thinking. If I do think, I can't concentrate on what I think. I think I have a serious brain fog issues most of the time my brain is blank or its hard to form thoughts, poor memory. I have severe back pain. At one point I couldn't even smile. An because of all this, I am not mentally ready to take on a job. I can't watch tv, listen music or the radio because of the brain fog, low self esteem- afraid of what the person on the tv might say, and low concentration even in conversations. Also in conversation I am fearful of what the other person might say, any noise annoys me, horns of vehicles startle me. From i started taking these pills i become fearful of the outside world n have a low self esteem. I can't even bond with my child. It even went to the point I didn't want to BADE myself or look pretty. My kid's dad has a lot of women n one lives right beside me. Before during after pregnancy but it wasn't a problem to me until I started taking these nasty pills n i am wondering could it have been my hormones.. because i could have taking on ny amount of stress and move on. Or could it be that the meds I was taking made my symptoms worse? I went to test some hormones, progesterone, estrogen and thyroid. He said the tsh is low so he sent me to a specialist. Which I can't afford right now so I went to a pharmacist explained everything I am telling u here n he gave me evening oil of primrose n orofer iron tablets. He said within a week i would feel better. Will I feel better for real? I am here still wondering if epo will work for me with all of these symptoms? I need help...