Hello, I Am Experiencing Some Low Self Esteem Issues, In

Hello, I am experiencing some low self esteem issues, in regards of my teeth. I am an 18 year old female and have been searching for years for help. My top teeth make me feel so uncomfortable with myself, i do not show them in pictures, i cover my mouth when i laugh, etc. Ive tried recieving braces but i just could not handle the spacers and ended up not following through with them. I just dream about having nice teeth, i hope to find someone with a good heart to help me. Ive been bullied for years because of my teeth and would just like to have my top teeth removed and replaced asap, without having to attend several appointments before I'm able to smile comfortably. I just want to feel confident. I am on the meridian health insurance and i live in tazewell county area in IL. Thank you in advanced for any help. - BriAnna