Hello, I Have Been Struggling With Alcoholism For About 8

Hello, I have been struggling with alcoholism for about 8 years, i am in several programs and trying to work on this. within the last 6 months i have been having extreme pain in my upper abdominal area, dizzy spell and trouble breathing, I know that pin medication damages the liver, sometimes worse then alcohol, however sometimes the pain is so sever i find myself looking for the only band aid that works, alcohol. I want to stop this cycle but, i also have to be functioning for me job and family.....are there any answeres that can help me, that wont require me missing work for several weeks?