Hello, My Name Is Ana, I Have Been An Alcoholic

Hello, my name is ana, i have been an alcoholic for many years., want to stop., at least i need a few shoots every day., but constantly i been feeling wear.,. From my right side my waist.,, like needle pain., sometimes., what you recommend.,to destoxticate. My liver., i really want to stop for a while., im 37years old., when i get stressed out., or mad., i need a shoots to relax my self., and it works but then i end up drinking more shoots., what vitamins or herbs i need to take to make me feel better.thanks.