Hey... I Have A Lil Part Of Me Saying Im

Hey... I Have a lil part of me saying im pregnant and A little part saying its jus a mind thing. I didnt Come on dis month at all and Dats not normal for me. I Havent Been Pregnant In 8yrs So Im Wondering Like Crazy.. My Beast My Really Sore But kinda have pain every now and then, My Lower Back Have been havin Pain as well like Cramps or something. My Appetite Have picked up nd iam gaining Weight too. I wanna take a home pregnancy test but i think im going to wait for a couple more days..... What do you think