Hi Dr. Phil, I'm An Alcoholic And I Want To

Hi Dr. Phil,
I'm an alcoholic and I want to stop drinking. Every time I go to the grocery store after 5:00 I buy wine because I think one bottle will relax me and I won't need any more. I always need more so I get in my car drunk and go get a 24 ounce beer. Because I needed the beer I have had 2 DUIs. On New years eve I went to meet some friends at restaurant. While I was waiting for them to arrive I went to Walmart to return something and I got a bottle of wine to help me relax before they came. I was horrible at the restaurant; hitting on my friends husband and calling her names like slut and laughing. When it was time to go I got in my car and almost hit someone which made me swerve and stop. Then a cop showed up but he couldn't arrest me because I wasn't in the drivers seat. He did threaten to give me a ticket for drunk in public if I didn't stop being so obnoxious. Luckily I got a ride home. What's wrong with me? I've spent 64 days in jail and I still drink.