Hi! I am a 20 year old 5'5 female with a "normal" BMI and weight. I started starving on/off 4 years ago as a coping mechanism & a way to lose weight. When at its peak I had a BMI of 17.1,103lbs,skipped several menstrual periods. I know these are symptoms of anorexia but I do not feel like I was that bad. After i got "better" I would just starve on&off, but have maintained a normal weight for about 1/2 yr. Every meal is always a struggle & I'm constantly overwhelmed with my size, which I know is a waste of time but can'thelp it.. Been slightly restricting & preoccupied w/food again recently. I am at my highest weight ever (129lbs) and for the past few months have been restricting just some days. Would I be diagnosed with an ED? I dont feel bad enough for help, especially now my weight is as high as it is.