Hi. I Have A History Of Eating Disorders Such As

Hi. I have a history of eating disorders such as bulimia and anorexia. as well as depression and anxiety. i am very self conscience and its gotten better but I still have questions. Recently in the past 6 months food has been gross to me. cooking it, smelling it. I have been vegetarian for almost 5 years also. but my main concern is I am hungry but then start cooking and i stop and put it away. do you think it may have something to do with my eating disorder anxiety and depression?