Hi I Have A Problem I've Been Married For 10years

Hi I have a problem I've been married for 10years and 5years ago I made a bad choice of my life I cheated on my husband he then found out and after some time he said he forgave me.but I don't think he did he make me feel tidy in every way.he traces my whereabouts,goes over my phone,askes me who is calling and why.I mean a lot is happening is it normal?.I mean even after so many years.it hurts me.