Hi . I Have Left Two Pain Centers Due To

Hi . I have left two pain centers due to unjust treatment. I'm no druggy. criminal. bad citizen or appointment jumper. I have been called things I have never herd before. My condition has worsened with age. I only took one med three times daily . The rest of my treatment working with my therapist . walking being positive. changing whole diet. worked hard. my damage so close to spinal cord surgery very risky. after taking docers rights away and sending me to pain clinic. Ive been harmed. physically the first time. even tho I had med back I could not stay. 2nd clinic. got meds back doctors were pleased. clinic wanted more . they wanted to cut me put me threw harmful tests. my back doctor said no it mite harm her more. all of a sudden they lost records of tests. claimed I tested dirty little. and now I had carpul tunnel. need surgery for that. So because I didn't let them treat me like a lab animal they took med down a lot and said I had to go there every two wks. see counsler then in two wks meds. I was going along with it till I got a call that day from clinic that several of there kits that day were wrong . np. can I come back now and straiten my situation out. nope come every two weeks. I was mortified no car getting rides hard enough monthly. Now I have a hernia and severe stonoses moved up spine a 5th disc collapsed. I'm in pain daily. my life taken turn for worse daily. all doctors talk like government protocol. the same doc that told me what to do yrs ago and I have. now says something different. MY stomach hurts daily. my bp high plus more. I trust no one. don't know how long I can fight good fight. What or where can a noncriminal good citizen turn