Hi, I Have Server R.A. I Am Not On Any

Hi, I have server R.A. I am not on any type of treatment, due to no health insurance and no income to even pay to see a Dr. So my question is.... My hands have deformed so badly to the point I am losing "all" control of them. I barely can even walk 80% of the time. my knee's are a nightmare. they swell like the size of a canalope after standing no more than 15 minutes. The list just goes on & on of all the different things are wrong with my body... The pain is "unbelievable" I have been very active all my life, never had any kind of sickness, and BOOM this HORRIABLE disease hit's me like a ton of bricks coming down on me and taking my whole life from me and changing me into a person I NEVER dreamed of ever becoming !!!!!!