Hi I Was Wondering How Can I Get Rid Of

Hi I was wondering how can I get rid of my pregnancy at home.. I had a baby two years ago through c-section and I had alot of diffulties during my first pregnancy my placenta wouldn't stick and my baby was too small for the doctor to save her and it broke my heart and they told me I probably wasn't going to be able to have a baby well I want to get rid of my pregnancy now before its too late because I don't won't to go through all the pain and suffering again and do not won't my baby suffering either besides I don't think I stable and ready for another child yet