Hi, I'm Having A Nightmare- Really! I Do Have Hep

Hi, I'm having a nightmare- really! I do have Hep C, a bad liver. About 1 year ago I asked my current doctor to help me get off my meds, I was on Ritalin, xanaxa, an Zoloft! I hurt and ach all over! My back, knees, hands, neck, some day's I feel like I'm going to die! From feeling this miserable I'm getting depressed, I really don't know what to do? I have a 4yr old with CP, and other special needs. He needs my 24/7 attention and help with every thing! It breaks my heart because I feel like I'm dying! An my kid's are missing out on so much! I'll go day's without taking a shower, I hurt and ach so much I would go to E.R. until they say don't come back! I live in morganton n.c. all doctors wana do now is give out pills! Some thing is wrong with me!