Hi, My Name Is Alex. I Have And Anxiety Disorder

Hi, my name is alex. I have and anxiety disorder that appears to be getting worse without treatment. I was prescribed colazopam for about a year but for multiple reasons i weaned myself off believing it is not a good fit for me. I tried many natural remedies without success. Anyways; i have recently started a job and having family issues that have really triggered my anxiety more and more frequently. One problem i have with colazopam is having to take it habitually and would prefer something that can get me through the attack as needed. I dont want to be under the influence of every waking moment. I am looking for recommendations no how i can keep these crippling heart pounding moments at bay before i have to leave this job compounding to my problem. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!