Hi My Name Is Cherry, I've Had Severe Pain And

Hi my name is cherry,
I've had severe pain and I had an MRI back in the year 2013. The results were a. Multilevel Degenerative Disc Spondylosis. I have a bulging disc on my L4&L5 And L2& S1, I have scoliosis and an osteoarthritis. My primary referred me to a pain management, I saw for one year and 6 months until I was discharged due to my husbands anger issues, which had a verbal altercation with a staff that got me kicked out. I've been looking for another pain doctor. No luck around my area that takes my insurance or self pay which I can't afford or its l have to travel 95 miles just to get there. Lately it's been getting worse. I was getting shots and pain medications with physical therapy. I noticed I'm always in pain all over when I wake up especially in my feet and hands toes and fingers. I shake a lot . I don't know what to do. I also anemic and found out I have an illness called Hypothyroid. What's is going on with me. I also have memory issues. I can't remember anything from where putting things away after 5 minutes of doing it. I feel like I'm losing my mind sometimes with all my mental and physical problems. Please help me and give me an answer to this. Thank you for giving the time. I hope you can give me answers.