Hi, Please Don't Think This Is Stupid Or Pathetic, But

Hi, please don't think this is stupid or pathetic, but I know that there is something not quite right about me and I'm scared because I get called crazy and psycho and uncontrollable and idk what's wrong with me I've been suspended from school before and had several detentions for my 'uncontrollable' behaviour yet no one does anything about it :/