Hi Sir,i Am 24yrs Boy . I Have An Epilepsy

Hi sir,i am 24yrs boy . I have an epilepsy it is attacked at the age of 8 and 15 ,17yrs .Last attack is 17yrs.Recently I have no epilepsy attack so I stopped medicen also for epilepsy with advice of my doctor .. , but psychiatric problem will be raised since 5yrs for me .The problems are fear of epilepsy, anxiety, suddenly mood changes, traveling to any where fealing fear and social phobia ... these are so many negaive thoughts will attack me. I consult psychiatric doctors also but my problems are not cured .
What I am? What's these type of life? So many thoughts around me.I used Szetalo 10mg also last few months but don't change of my behavior taking this medicine.
Which medicines are best for me these type of problems sir? Please suggest me !
How can long use for psychiatric medicines?

I Completed graduation also but I have no concentration on my job searching and my life? Please help me sir!