I HAVE HAD EPILPSY Since I Was 11 And I

I HAVE HAD EPILPSY since I was 11 and I am now 52. The seizurs were a result from brain surgery for an A.V.M. in my brain. it also left me with no left vision in both eyes. I was on a lot of drugs in the past for my seizures but they didn't help. my new doctor put me on Depakote E.R. I have been taking it for a little over ten years. my doctor said my white blood cells are too high so he cut my depokote back. now I am a nourvouse wreck and my brain is gone.