I HAVE SEVERE PTSD AND HAVE FOR ABOUT 9 YRS.

I HAVE SEVERE PTSD AND HAVE FOR ABOUT 9 YRS. NOW, I CAN'T TAKE ANITDEPRESSANTS, HOW DO I GET PAST THIS WITHOUT MEDS. MY EYES ARE BAD HAD 4 SURGERYS AND HAVE 3 NEW PAIRS OF GLASSES AND CAN'T SEE VERY GOOD, WHICH IS NOT HELPING, IM 58 WILL BE 59 NEXT MONTH, I NEED TO GET PAST THE PTSD AND ANXIETY, WHICH I ALSO HAVE SEVERAL OTHER ISSUES IM DEALING WITH AS WELL.? I HAVE AN E-MAIL ADDRESS BUT DON'T USE IT NOW FOR 6 YRS. JUST USE FACEBOOK.