I Along Mhave Here A Round Orange Pill W The

I along mhave here a round orange pill w the imprint on it 1 2 I of coarse came here and looked it up to find it's used to treat epileptic convulsions,panic disorders & wel you know the rest my question to you is if I take this will it harm or effect me in any bad way beings I already took a .5 milligram Xanax only one then stumbled across this little orange pill I am suffering w/ great anxiety,depression & also Post Tramatic Post Disorder with the possible diagnosis of perhaps either Adult ADHD & if not that I wouldn't even take out the possibility I may be Bi-Polar the last two I was never diagnosed for but some few people had ade here comments which made me wonder but the first 3 conditions that I have mentioned earlier here in my question beginning of the paragraph I most definitely do have & diagnosed by a doctor which I longer have at this present time but I'll be honest with you I am on probation so therefore I am not allowed these kinds of pills w/out getting in trouble if ever that were to happen w me getting caught w/ a dirty urine but I cannot stand the anxiety anymore wich has gotten so bad that I will keep myself locked away in a kitchen where I made into my own comfy space and not leave not do a thing pick up a finger wanna talk o anyone on the phone or pick it up fot that matter for the life of me which is starting to become an embarrassment to me & has also caused sometimes great turmoil in my life which ill make it worsr til I'm just plain ole stuck and think and ponder sometimes feel sorry for myself or even hate myself to where I wanna crawl outta my own skin and cause bodily harm to myself swearing I will but don't think I really will but yah know what they say you never know great depression can make an individual do things hey have no concept that there even there or about to do that dumb thing that a lot do such as commit suicide I have been thinking quite a lot about suicide I was never a fan of the thought I also never used to believe in in thought of it as the cowards way out or being selfish to the ones they left behind in such grief plus the fatc you will burn in eternal flames w the devil forever which I believe isn't the right choice anyways sorry for going n like this but think it would be alright if I ate the sm. round orange pill w/ the imprint of 1 2 or just stick to the .5 Xanax beings I only ate one My anxiety is through the roof and I am far a stranger from benzo's but I guess what I wanna know which pil is he better and stronger one to take at this time and wouold benefit me the most the Xanax or the other .5 mg. orange pills (think that one's supposed to be dissolved in ur mouth or under the tongue) well I guess that's it for now sorry for such the long text/message whatever it is I wrote you but I like advise when I'm able to get it which ain't very often I ususally sit mos of my time alone no one to talknto ask for dvise or help & sad to say not really a friend in he world I'm 39 just starting my life over from a 13 yr. bad relationship which went right to another one which this one is threatenng my life won't take no or leave me alone for an answer I'm about to lose my mind seriously and I need some kinda fast relief from this discomfort before I do become suicidal and I have a daughter I'm trying to get back from placement which is another long story but is a factor to alo of my anxiety,depression and also Insomnia which is a whole lot now han ever before so if you can get back to me w/ an answer to my questions asap I'd greaty appreciate I a lot cuz it's not getting any earlier here and would like some rest and if it'd help me w/ an appitiete I'd be super hapy thaks for your time waiting for youe answer.