I Am 62 Yrs Old N I Have Been On

I am 62 yrs old n I have been on xamax for 30 yrs now I have been cut off cold turkey I am very sick worst thing I no I will be havin sezuise lost of waste just my body goes into a bad shock
can some one help me I take 1mg of xamax 2x a day never abuse then my caretaken gives me my medications I just need my medication back aslo I was on lortabs 10 mg 3x day opiods withdrawn r bad to but not nothin like the sickness of xamax thank u n pray that I get back on my meds r I might die im scared