I Am 81, And Had 2 Back Surgeries, I Still

I am 81, and had 2 back surgeries, I still have to have the injections and pain pills. The pills are cheaper,
but I heard all the genetics will be as much as 3 times as high, I have lupus, degenetrive spine,migraine,
glaucoma, depression, high blood pressure, I live alone, have osteoarthritis, I can't pay my bills. I would prob. be as well off just taking some marijuana, what do you think>?

finding some marijuana