I Am A 26 Years Old Women And For The

I am a 26 years old women and for the last few years i have had this issue. Whenever i masturbate be for going to sleep i end up having a dream im sexing but cant ejaculate so when i am half away i do it again. I fall back to sleep and end up having like the worst horrible night in my life. I dont get it. Can you please help me understand