I Am A Mother Of An 8 Year Old. My

I am a mother of an 8 year old. My husband is an alcoholic. We always fight over this. He is over abusive. I can not take decision on separation the reason being my son. I feel changes in me , I m over reacting to situation, I fight over silly issue. i am not normal. sometimes i get suicidal thoughts. i get sever head aches.. dont know what to do