I Am A Paranoid Schyzofrenick With By Polar Usaly Manic

I am a paranoid schyzofrenick with by polar usaly manic and PDS and ADHD. I've been won adder all for years my physcolagist moved a new one took over I also have anxiety I don't take any thing for it I don't like the way it makes me feel when I start feeling that way I do smoke marawuina my old Dr was fine with that my new one isn't she drug tested me and took me off the adder all said I had weed which I did have in my system and she said I had cocaine in my system which is impossible because I don't do any kinda drugs I son conseder weed a drug and most Dr I've spoke to agree my problem is since I have been off adder all I can't get any thing accomplished my garage is a mess I can't sit and watch TV I can't stop my mind from racing and all the meds I'm on make me feel wore down the adder all helped with that also I need help I have paper work from the stating I am legally insane I spent 2 and a half years in a state mental hospital I'm extreamly smart and talented but with out the adder all I can't accomplish any thing I like to make thing out of nothing in to some thing that people like and want to by but for the last two months I've not been Abel to to do anything its like I'm lost help me please.