I Am Having Difficulty So Bare With Me. I Have

I am having difficulty so bare with me. I have unexplained dianoisis that seem to go away but was treated for them bell palsy, ulcurated colitis, weakness in body,fibromyalgia and chronic pain and emotional problems as I get older.2006 my husband passed away suddenly and it seemed to begin that year now I have had oxycotin for years and lyrca for chronic pain. Then fire in feet and hand also pain between shoulders radiates down to hand they are hurting but numb there seems to itch in place between shoulder blade and spine where it then hurts..I have had some spellls I have to use cane or walker.now tizadine for uncontrollable muscle spasms. I had massive headachs in back of head by base of scull mri showed nothing. I can not email. 209-206-1182 no goodwhat is the problem any clue?