I Am Looking For A Second Opinion. My First Hematologist

I am looking for a second opinion. My first Hematologist Diagnosed me with Meylodysphagia { bone marrow failure] . She left the area to go back to her country of origin...Offered a teaching job there. The second doctor tells me no I have end stage three Kidney disease ?? I am an insulin dependent diabetic with a number of other diagnosis. I am treated with PROCRIT [ a very expensive drug} that my insurance pays for. My husband was treated at Lawrence General for Prostate cancer treatment with Lupron by the Hematoligist at Lawrence General, in Lawrence, Ma....