I Am Looking For A Way To Get Elavil Becuz

I am looking for a way to get elavil becuz its the only thing that helps my depression and is the only medication that helps me sleep I hav a psy.that I haven't seen in ,4 Mon.becuz I'm on disability and I cant afford his fees. I feel like I'm becoming delirious from lack of sleep.L refuse to see those charlatans at Llifestream. Can U help me.