I Am Suffering From Epilepsy. Today My Age 22 Years

I am suffering from epilepsy. today my age 22 years . i was experienced first epilepsy/seizure when i was 12 years old. after taking diva 500 and diva 250 for 3 years was getting seizure again/. then again i had taken for y years same medicine.and after 2 months , again i was experienced seizure. now from 4-5 years i am taking medicine , in this first diva and then topaz 50. Doctor i am very sad because of this disease. pls help me. what should i do. now i am commited but she doesn't know about this. what should i do sir? pls sir...help me