I Did Meth 2 Years Ago. It Was Terrible And

I did meth 2 years ago. It was terrible and out of fear I took LSD a month after to guarantee I never did meth again. Foolishly I took shrooms 2 days after out of arrogance in an attempt for further healing but that back fired. Never did meth again took LSD and shrooms occasionally about a year to half a year ago for therapeutic purposes (did no drugs and stayed clean for the first year except for alcohol which I wasn't aware of myself of to see it as damaging) no longer drinking and for the duration of my two hellish years have "felt my brain." Currently the back right of my brain feels dead and damp, front left (after research guessing my dopamine) feels like it's growing. My main issue is my back upper right brain which after research is also responsible for human connection like qualities which is something I'm terribly lacking of but did not used to prior to the initial meth use. Social interactions are always disappointing and contributed more so to my depression and issues. Thank you for reading this if it gets anywhere.