I Do I Over Come My Past..I Was Raped By

I do I over come my past..I was raped by my son's dad wen I was in gr8..was forced into a relationship I got abused often by him..he almost killed me..I'm 26 yrs old I want to get over yhis and move on because I'm getting married soon..I think I suFfer from depression as well I can't afford a doctor and I think negative thoughts all the time..I want to have a strong bond with my son and a good relationship please help?