I Don't Know What To Do...I'm ADHD Really Bad...high Anxiety...bipolar..schizophrenia

I don't know what to do...I'm ADHD really bad...high anxiety...bipolar..schizophrenia effective disorder...personality disorders...my insurance won't cover straterra but does aderrall....none of the drs in my small home town believe in prescribing that med and it looks terrible when I call other drs and just have to be blunt and ask do they prescribe adderall and then it looks like I'm pull seeking...