I Had A Bad Case Of C-diff A Few Years

I had a bad case of c-diff a few years ago...Now I have diarrhea all the time, I go and leak stool all day. Could I have a mild c-diff infection that you have all the time? When I had it before I almost died the doctor did a stool implant...can you have mild c-diff and can they test for it? I am 70 and very active