I Had A Miscarriage On June 30th. I Got What

I had a miscarriage on June 30th. I got what I beleive was my first regular period on august 2nd and ended august 7th. Also got another regular period august 27 and ended August 31st. September was a bit off had bleeding on Sept 8th and ended Sept 11 then on September 25th stated bleeding not like a normal period then ended in 3 days. Now we are in October and no period and having white watery discharge. What can this mean I'm very confused do not want to take a pregnancy test because do not want to get hopes up being with my loss back on June.