I Have Been Diagnosed By Multiple Psychiatrists With Anxiety, Depression,

I have been diagnosed by multiple psychiatrists with Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, ODD, ADD, and Bi Polar. I am tired of trying new medication. The only medications that have ever worked for me in the past were Wellabutrin, Zanex, Adoroll and Trazadone. But they keep trying to change them because the providers do not feel comfortable prescribing certain medications. I am 28 years old now and I am in a living nightmare. I am like a shut in. I hate people and so i rarely leave home and I just need a doctor to get my medication right. I hate my life right now. I have highs and lows and cant focus, and I'm constantly feeling like my heart is gonna blow out of my chest. I have sweaty palms all the time and I just cant stay focused on one task at a time. Even when I am trying to clean, then I will move to looking at pictures of my past, then I feel helpless because my life is just going by me. What should I do?