I Have Been Taking The Same Meds For 20 Years.

I have been taking the same meds for 20 years. I moved, my insurance changed, I don't have a car. I was diagnosed the epstein barr, or chronic fatigue syndrome. I am 62 years old & I would like to get up to enjoy my grandchildren. I was taking 3 0r 4 Adderall a day along with 1/2 of a clonipan. with the restrictions, I found that Doctors in this area are afraid to prescribe it. One doctor gave me NUVIGIL. It comes in time release only, its new, I don't like it . It keeps me awake at night. Plus, my insurance won't cover it, so the cost to me would be $600.oo a month which is ridiculous. I don't know what to do. sincerely, Laura