I Have Bulging Disc Perforated Disc And Spurred Disc In

I have bulging disc perforated disc and spurred disc in neck my shoulder has not been treated yet I keep telling Dr hat it is tore and no one was listening finally the 24 have app with right Dr for Mir in shoulder after 8 months of crying problem is I do not think I can wait I have the shakes feels like left my left breast getting pulled off my chest both shoulders pulling apart and looking over blood work from Dr I have chronic kidney failure what do I do