I Have Helped C And Did Not Seek Treatment Due

I have helped c and did not seek treatment due to depression and am disabled from aback injury...Have cirrhosis and platelets low from ? and severe alcoholic cannot quit tried at home been to few detoxes decided to drink one more time extremely addicted ...Is there any way if I live through detox at home usually in hospital just one more chance at life...Do you think this is possible to live??