I Have Lost 2 Daughters 3 Mos. Ago. 8/8/15 &

I have lost 2 daughters 3 mos. Ago. 8/8/15 & on 8/18/15 the other one had a major heart attack & died, they brought her back before entering the hospital...she was on life support &'joined her sister on 8/25/15....(broken heart), I know there is no terminology MD way. In age they were 10 months apart. The 46 yr old committed suicide. The 47 yr old lived on the other side of the Florida coast. I am A Christian woman, therefore I am able to continue here. My question is...a virus has been going around in our area, but the last 2 days my legs have swollen, they are less swollen now....I do not have a history of heart trouble, as neither did my eldest daughter, nor anyone in our family.....I am going to my doctor tomorrow afternoon.....Health is more important than money.........oh & one more thing....I had to fly out to Oregon to see my older brother & tell him myself, about his nieces. I wanted him to see for himself that I was OK, and I also wanted to hug him, I needed that! Grieving a child is painful. Grieving 2...is unimaginable, as the oldest one called me daily, always with laughter and ending with I Love You & chao...... I know there's always tests that need to be taken, I also take a 5mg. Of Xanax if I get real nervous, & one 81 mcg of aspirin before bedtime....know you can't Diagnos me here but at least say a prayer for me....Thank you, Mary