I Have Lost Over 108 Lbs Over A Year And

I have lost over 108 lbs over a year and I have a SEVERE Spinal Injury with Nerve Damage to both legs and right arm so I am very limited to what exercise I can do but push myself all the time I was a Doc in Psyc and then after beating Breast Cancer and being butchered and then Cancer of the Uterus and then at 45 went in for a check up yearly found spot on my lung beat that then after 15 years of College the Spine ruined from over 54 steroid Injections 2 Cervical Discograms, 3 Emgs, ABI, Close my eyes stuck with needles into legs and feet no feeling, braces for everything neck, back, leg, arm so many MRI s and bone scans exrays etc I should be a walking adv for being radioactive please tell me where can I look for Help with having my18 year old implants replaced and a dentist I used my savings of 9 years to raise my boys on my own my x owes me 144,000 back child support and I did not go to Medicare for 9 years when my money ran out because that system is so abused I saw it in the Medical profession as well I was a Broker to people would pull up in a 60-70 thousand dollar vehicle wanting me to help them with a rental home the first ? asked was do I take section 8??? Oh my God anyway as I said my boys came first and now I have nothing and no help I do not know what to do I need teeth and so worried about the old implants and I am down to having to ask for Help after 15 years of College a 4 year practice the after having Placenta Previa and delivering at 26 and a half weeks 30 years ago taking him home on a heart monitor after 5 months in the NIC unit took him home 4lbs and 3 oz I have overcome so many obstacles and now everything I have are things I had when I was hurt 16 years ago in that accident but I take care of everything always have can not ask my sons for help I lost one son a little over a year ago and the other in the Army still a sniper does not make anything especially for what he does even after almost 10 years and the other son is 23 I did not raise my sons to take care of me I raised them on my own but to be independent to take care of themselves and they are but I am to the point I really need help and to the point I have no pride left that I am having to ask this question of you I have lost my confidence now my pride or I never would be asking you this question now it is so degrading I feel like I need to explain my situation and you have just the tip of it so degrading I am grasping at straws I am turning 54 in 2 weeks sure can not believe I am doing this I am a Southern Texas independent woman that has always taken of everything myself tell I was injured and then still tried to go back to work and was called out on it so sorry so ashamed!!!!!!!!!!!! Never Mind after using all my savings and Medicare only gives 1141.00 monthly I can not imagine spending money for an answer to a ? that I am sure the answer is what I think it is obviously nothing is free in this World obviously NOW not even a Question on WEB M.D. I feel so Stupid Now I do not have a Clue WHY I did not see this coming the fee part to answer a question that used to be my Montra Time is Money!!! THANKS SO VERY MUCH ANYWAY AND GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND YOUR FAMILIES TRULY FROM MY HEART!!!