I Have Used All Sorts Of Drugs About Everything From

I have used all sorts of drugs about everything from injecting heroin,l.s. D and much more but years ago my last Greg was alcohol and cigarettes which haven't done for eight years. Off and on I have thoughts of wanting to go to hell and really think I am going there. Down deep I want to be with God and his angels in heaven. I was brought up in a catholic school and I always believed in God and respected him and loved him and his ways. Believe me I haven't lived by his laws but I have come a long way over the years trying not to sin. Thank you for listening to me. Hope you have an answer for me.diagnois.cronic paranoid psktzophrenic