I Hope You Can Help. I NEED Some Advice. Several

I hope you can help. I NEED some advice. Several years ago I had a Hiatil Hernia repair, the surgeon botched the job, less then a week later I was having emergency surgery, the 1st surgeon spliced my spleen, during the emergency surgery, they had to remove the spleen and 75% of my stomach and gave me 10% chance of living. Before all this I weighed 250 lbs. I got down to 150lbs. on my own. At the time I had the emergency surgery I was down to 150 lbs. after emergency surgery, I shot down to 94 lbs. since then I had 2 more hernia operations lower in stomach and a rue & y. I have had problems ever since.. Now, since December 7, 2015, I have been having pain, cramping, nausea, throwing up activity. I am worried this time, because in the last week and a half, as of this past Tuesday I have lost almost 20 lbs. still having issues with what is left of my stomach. I was at the E.R. this past Friday & a return trip back to the E.R. on Saturday and they would not do anything. White Blood Cell Count is up, still very uncomfortable, saw my Dr. this past Tuesday, got a call last night from him stating my W.B.C.C. is up more and signs of dyhdration since Tuesday I have had 2 small bowel movements, the 1st one was on Tuesday afternoon, a little normal color but most was a very dark brown maybe black. Today, I had another small one and it looks black, now could that alone mean that I could be bleeding some where? I don't see my regular again until Tuesday. And, it is the weekend and the E. R. treats me with disrespect & I am scared. Can anyone shed some light on any of this? I don't know if I have the amount it states I need to pay, so I may NOT be able to submit this. Thank You Nancy YYYY@YYYY I do not have any money to do this. I am sorry I wasted your time. I am just really scared & I don't know what to do but if there is anyway you can help w/o me paying please send a email to YYYY@YYYY