I M Taking Bs Since 8 Months And Now I

I m taking bs since 8 months and now I became an addict of it I really want to get out of this because when the time I don't get it it shiver my hands automatically and start paining all my body but now I think I would quit it finally from New year any how because I have lots of responsibility towards my family so that sir can u help me some tips to control it or get relief from pain at home because I can't consult any doctor or any rehab so that my parents got worried about this and get free from tension because I m only the working guy between four members of our family, I hope you had understand my words and feeling. Suggest me some medicine also so that I would get relief from pain also.
Thank you.
Sir.